Sunlight-Colored Roses

I want to share my last Night-time Forest Stroll with the Mystic Faerie Tarot.

What I need to know about my fear. My indecisiveness is blocking my activity toward my life purpose (Seven of Cups).

What is real. I want to visualize my work completely before I do it (Page of Wands), so I know it will be perfect.

Overcoming this with Strength. Bypass the critique. Focus on base desire, primitive energies. Merge the inner and outer in a powerful, focused message.

What is an illusion. The perfect arch-nemesis. The all-intelligent Queen of Swords who will slay me and my flawed work with a single glance.

Overcoming this with Seven of Swords. Don’t fight the illusion. Be still and stop struggling. Focus on your Magic Rose (symbol in the Mystic Faerie). Connect with this source of salvation.

My greatest fear. Knight of Swords. Not as self-contained as the Queen, this nemesis will find me easily. She has me sized up in a glance, though she won’t give away her personal power by even meeting my gaze. I am too sweet-natured and polite to be able to fight her when I see her. She has no morality.

How to fight. King of Wands. Focus on my core passion. Drive it. Imbalance is the disadvantage, but going in I won’t be derailed by irrelevant hang-ups.

What I will learn when I do all this. Two of Wands. Partnership. Commitment.