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Different ways of being vegetarian
From Eating in the Light by Doreen Virtue. Continue reading
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What I recognize and understand outside lies within me too. My recognition of beauty and wisdom, but also of evil and hypocrisy. I want to fully accept my oneness with everyone. Continue reading
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Hye Muirgen
I think I was made by a lesser god who makes different people. Hye Muirgen stands on a crag, her long hair streaming in the wind. She is always gentle and polite. Her eyes are fathomless and miss nothing. I can trust her to understand what’s going on. Hye is a Korean name, meaning “wise.” Muirgen is Continue reading
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Makeup, shopping
I love braids in an 1840s style. My self/hair yearns for this style. I have done my hair in a braid almost every day this week. I think next week I will make it a goal to have a braid every day. And at least one day do a milkmaid braid, which I haven’t done for a while. I love the way Continue reading
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The long-haired girls: Characters, dolls, Shakespeare
Those girls in my shadow-world feel like my kindred. I feel more secure in the real world when I am half in my shadow-world. It’s easier to smile; I feel distant, unconcerned when I feel those other presences nearby. Josette is one of my long-haired shadow girls, and there are many half-formed girls around her. Continue reading
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Suddenly life doesn’t seem meaningful
This weekend was completely painful. We put Princess to sleep on Friday afternoon. We had planned a trip for the long weekend. We went to Lawton, OK, and it was a cute place. But we were silent most of the time. I drove straight to the vet’s office after work where I met him. He Continue reading
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This morning when I woke up I reached out like I always do and curved my hand around my lilac-colored cat, and I felt like my first conscious moment was a connection to pure love. I realized I wake up like this every morning, and that I am surrounded by love every moment in my Continue reading
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This weekend I reorganized my sewing room. I went to the sewing room this morning and felt almost like someone else had done it. I worked so long at it yesterday I don’t think I noticed what I was doing anymore. I thought it looked wonderful, and I felt relaxed being there. My journals are Continue reading
Sunlight-Colored Roses 